20 death at age 32, her frail form raised eyebrows at the Tt Collection Pop-up Party in Los Angeles Dec.3, resurrecting eating disorder and drug abuse rumors that have shadowed the actress for years.They thought it was all a bit forced, but you couldn’t help but see her joy and devotion.She really wanted it to work.” Through the ups and downs of her love life, Murphy often exhibited strange behavior on the job.“She was obsessed with her looking slim,” says the source. Everything was just so fabricated and hurtful.” Despite their quick road to the altar, their relationship seemed to be working. 3 Tt event, Murphy giddily spoke of wanting a first child in the New Year. “Not many around her were fans of [Monjack],” says a source.“She’d say, ‘I don’t like that wardrobe on her.’ ” RELATED: Brittany Murphy’s Husband Tells PEOPLE: ‘We Want to Know Why We Lost Our Baby’ Her husband, Simon Monjack, was the other great love of Murphy’s life. “She wanted to find someone to share her heart with so badly.
She was always so self-conscious.” Adds another: “A lot of her problems were due to poor self image.
“She was drastically different when she entered the business,” a friend tells PEOPLE “Full of life, determined. There was always something off, something in the way.
She had a lot of inner demons.” Two weeks before Murphy’s sudden Dec.
The 20-year-old, who says he 'sees information' and gets visuals rather than hears the dead speaking, claimed to get a visit from the spirit of late actress Brittany Murphy who was once a friend of Jaime's.
Brittany Murphy came to Hollywood as a teenager full of talent and promise – but struggled to reach her full potential over her 18-year career, sources tell PEOPLE, due to a set of “inner demons” that included troubling body image issues.